| lessons from grey's |
[May. 12th, 2012|11:32 pm] |
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letting go is the easy part / it's the moving on that's painful / so sometimes we fight it / trying to keep things the same / things can't stay the same though / at some point you just have to let go / move on / because no matter how painful it is / it's the only way we grow |
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| so here's some random crap for you |
[May. 4th, 2012|02:01 am] |
so i just watched little miss sunshine. such a heartwarming movie i swear. it's funny to see how an awkward and separated family get back together in times of grief.
my takeaway? it's one thing to cry when you're sad, it's another to find the happiness in it.
this sounds so silly but i can't believe i cried and smiled while watching it. the irony of life. :')
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| shut up |
[Mar. 5th, 2012|11:29 am] |
you know what's bugging me? that little naggy voice at the back of my head telling me i don't have a job. stupid little voice, can you stop it. it is not that i don't want to work, I CAN'T FIND A DAMN JOB. or rather, one that i like. and the holidays... how am i suppose to find a job like that? one that will allow me to start in mid-april. and for how, what do i do? wait for the sky to drop and watch the amount in my bank deplete like no one's business? this is insane it is driving me crazy. worse than finding a boyfriend. i wanna go back to brew but is brew willing to keep me for just 1 1/2 months.
WHAT AM I GONNA DO. god please help me. i don't want to waste my life like that. any part time jobs to recommend? just for 1 1/2 months.
come on i can do this i must be stronger than this. cannot. do. this. to. myself. |
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[Sep. 1st, 2011|01:30 am] |
There are days when you feel so sick of life and you just sit there thinking about what you've done in life. Or it's just the many thoughts running through your mind. Days when you just sit down and really think. Then there are days when you want to get so high and drunk and just waste your life away. Like doing all the stupid things at one go and go insanely mad and throw confetti in the air. There are also days when you feel like nothing at all. Nothing is running through your mind, you just sit and listen but nothing actually gets through. Sit and nothing else. I just experienced all three in one night. Funny how emotions work on people. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2011|07:51 pm] |
You think you know me, but you don't. Although you've known me for say 6 months and we do come into contact everyday, it does not mean that you know me THAT well. Not that well to the extent of saying what I should do and what you should expect from me. I do what I want as and when I like. Who are you dictate it? My parents don't even say anything so why should you. Also, we are not here to buffer your mood swings. Not here to entertain you either. Just because everyone else has a life with their other friends does not mean we do not have. I have my own other circle of friends and you are just a mere individual that I wouldn't want to give a damn about but I have no choice because you keep pestering. I'm just being nice here and to warn you, there is a limit to my patience. I think I've blogged on this topic so many times you just don't get the hint right. I wish someone would slap you real hard in the face. Welcome to adult life and reality. Wake up and quit being in your own bubble because WE ALL LIVE FOR OURSELVES. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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[Apr. 7th, 2011|09:35 am] |
Am actually quite thankful I'm going back to Singapore! Definitely shopped a lot and enjoyed the trip, but all good things have to come to an end!! Well deserved break. Now back to reality. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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| GROW UP |
[Jan. 12th, 2011|12:22 am] |
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JUST SUCK IT UP BITCH SUCK IT UP AND LIVE WITH IT NOW JUST LEARN TO STFU |
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| I cannot do this |
[May. 23rd, 2010|06:18 pm] |
Hi I am suffering a lot here in TP. Year 2 is so so taxing. There are so many things to be done. So many. Tests are coming up, I've yet to study. Marketing marketing. Subject so dry, how do you expect me to study? Goodness gracious. Accounting MST is coming up too. I think I will just die this semester. I pulled my GPA up already and now I have to see it go down again. If I let it. If I sleep later at night and study more, I might probably get better grades and pull my GPA up again. But how to when I am so tired every single day. :(
Not to mention SSM which literally drains all my energy away. ALL OF IT. And guess what, headwaitress here I come! I feel so excited, SO SO EXCITED to be a headwaitress. Best job ever! I get to be there early, get to leave late, get all the scoldings, send everybody things, how not to be excited I ask you! Whoo adrenaline rush! You don't ever want to be headwaitress I tell you. NEVER. So much things to do. Clear up, send emails etc. Wah shiok only. But looking from another perspective, this shows that I won't be the headwaitress for Top Table! Or maybe, I can just pray hard that TCA will burn on Tuesday. HAHAHAHA.
And I really cannot breathe. Maybe I've chosen the wrong course. Maybe I made the wrong decision. My secondary school friend once told me that she thought I was JC material. Like she can so totally picture me mugging in school, and being so hyper in school activities like sports day. Maybe I should have went to a JC right, only then would I have the discipline, train myself to be more studious. Oh well. Then again, my grades would not bring me to a good JC. Oh well.
Whatever it is, Wednesday would be over soon. It will be. Then I would be free! Everything would fall in place on Wednesday, I don't have to worry! :) If you have the time, please do come down to Sugarloaf on Wednesday. Thank you!! And bring your friends along too! :) |
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| Bored at Work |
[Mar. 15th, 2010|07:54 pm] |
Hi I haven't been posting here for so long. Like 4 weeks, okay maybe 3. Whatever, doesn't make a difference.
The sole reason why I am posting here is because I am bored. Bored at work. Isn't it supposed to be dinner time now? Where have the crowd disappeared to? Is it raining outside? Oh well. I am still bored here because the connection sucks. I cannot watch my drama, I cannot watch my show, I cannot do anything. Even Facebook take ages to load.
I loaded a little bit of my drama in the morning, but I got disconnected. AWESOME. So I cannot load anymore, and there seems to be somthing wrong with it. I've got movies in my laptop, but I have watched them all! Maybe I ought to take some more from my sister. Hehe, sissypooooo.
OH OH I REMEMBER! Just now there was this cute caucasian came in to ask me if I would marry him! Hehehe. Ya, in my dreams only. He asked where can he find chicken with rice. Hahaha, chicken with rice. And that is all that happened today. Simone came to visit me! She sent me a text asking if I would want to go for Cleo's Eligible Bachelor Party. Maybe, maybe not. Hehehehehehe.
One thing that motivates me to travel 1 1/2 hour to work is to people-watch everyday. Haha. Because the shop is 80% glass, I can look outside all the time! But bad thing is, there is no privacy. I mean, what if I have to pull a wedgie urgently! EVERYONE CAN SEE ME. Well, of course, such things are rare okay! This is just an example.
Tomorrow Julian will replace my 4 friends who are supposed to come stayover!!! Stupid Julian. Why you so bloody adorable cum irritating! And why your mother and father leave you with us!!
I miss a lot of people I need to meet you all soon! AND WHY ARE PEOPLE STANDING OUTSIDE STARING IN AND NOT COMING IN. Do I look like I am going to chase you out of the shop, or do I look like I am going to crash my body weight on you! Or do I look like some giant monster that is going to eat you up! OMG IF YOU WANT TO LOOK JUST GET YOUR ASS IN OKAY. I am so annoyed with people like you.
I need to pee. Bye. And need to eat my apple also. HAHAHAHA YES MY DINNER IS AN APPLE. And this is such a long post. Whoa. |
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| Goodbye BCS, but Hello CS. |
[Feb. 5th, 2010|11:52 pm] |
Finally BCS is over. Gosh. The mere thought of it freaks me out. There was so much to memorise and so much to vomit out as well. Thank God it is over now. It is not as if I need to know everything about computers. Just knowing how to use it settles everything okay.
BUT well well well look who we have here. CS. Dreadful commskills. With such an annoying teacher like shirley, who would love commskills? And it is not helping me, seriously. I will not even remember a shit after this whole thing is over. Stupid TP, stupid TP. I haven't started on CS. I am the best. Oh well there goes my sleep. FYI, I sleep a lot.
Oh and guess what. I got into SL. How awesome. |
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